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Jury Duty!

December 15, 2010 by operationjack 5 Comments

On Monday, I had a vague recollection of receiving a jury summons notice for someday in December. I asked my wife Tiffany if she had seen the paper lately and she hadn’t. Yesterday morning, I woke up and it popped back into my mind. So, I went and spent a few minutes searching for it. Sure enough, the summons was for yesterday. Good thing I remembered. I don’t need another bench warrant!

Real quick, just in case you’ve never been here, welcome! I’m a father of three and a marathon runner. My middle child, 7-year-old Jack, is severely autistic. I wanted to do something to use my running to make a difference, so I’m attempting to run 61 marathons this year to raise money for a charity I’m a part of called Train 4 Autism.

I named this endeavor Operation Jack, after my son. This year is almost done, as is Operation Jack. I’m through 59 of the 61 so far! Today, I’m going to talk about jury duty, though. And to clarify that bench warrant comment, I haven’t had one in 12 or 13 years.

Anyways, back to jury duty. I feel like I should have a lifetime exemption. I spent four weeks on a trial back in 2001 — four weeks that seemed like four years. When I went in, I really wanted to get on a jury. I was working as a sports information director at a college and it was right after the school year ended. I was all set to take a month off and I needed something to do. It was about six weeks before Benjamin was going to be born and other than watching talk shows all day with Tiff, there wasn’t much on the docket.

So, if I got jury duty, I would have something to do, plus I wouldn’t have to take vacation time. I went in, hoping just to get to the selection process. Right before lunch time, I did! They asked for anybody whose employer would cover a four-week trial, and that was ME! We all went up to the courtroom and got random numbers. I was somewhere around 40. They only needed 16 including the alternates, so I knew 24 people would need to get dismissed before they even considered me.

I waited and waited. And waited. I think at the end of that day, they had dismissed enough people and I finally got in the box. I wanted to get selected, but I wasn’t going to try to give any type of answers that I thought they wanted to hear. I was just as open and honest as I could be. They told us the injury involved an injury accident and an auto manufacturer.

It’s funny — early on in the selection process, it was obvious one woman desperately wanted out. When the defense attorney asked her what she thought of auto manufacturers, she said she thought they were all crooks and she’d never believe a word that anybody in the auto industry said. They didn’t ask her another question, but they kept her up in the box until the final dismissals. They played her game right back with her, which I thought was pretty funny.

When they questioned me, I was nervous about getting dismissed. They asked me what I did for a living and I told them. They asked me if there was anything that would jeopardize my ability to serve on a four-week trial, so I told them my wife was due in six weeks. I thought for sure that would wreck me. Nope, the judge said no problem — we’d be out in four.

So they asked me what my wife did for a living. I answered that she managed a Victoria’s Secret store. All of a sudden, everything got silent. So I said, “OK, I know what you all are thinking. Victoria’s Secret and she’s pregnant. But she’s a manager at one of those stores with all the candles and perfumes — not the nightgowns. This was a planned thing.” Everybody was cracking up, and they let the class clown stay a little longer.

What does your wife think about you serving on a jury right now, they asked me. “Well, I’ll be honest. We were watching The Practice last night and they murdered that lawyer in the parking garage, so that spooked her a little bit since she knew I was coming in here today. But I told her that’s just TV and it’s not really like that.” Everybody laughed again, the judge reassured me that it would be safe and they continued. I was just being myself, but I was surprised I hadn’t been booted.

So they asked me if anybody in my family had ever been involved in an auto accident that resulted in a lawsuit. Yeah, my brother was in a near-fatal crash eight years earlier and pursued a lawsuit before dropping it. I couldn’t believe they kept going after that.

Anybody else in a lawsuit involving an auto accident? Actually, yeah — me! A lady ran a red light and t-boned me in 1994, sending me to physical therapy for three months. She sued me, so I said I’d show her and I sued her back (and I showed her). Still no dismissal.

Any other personal-injury lawsuits? Yeah, well, there was that one time I broke my neck and went through a nightmarish three-year legal process. Not a deterrent to either legal team at that point.

Anybody in your family a lawyer? Well, I guess if you want to count my dad, yeah.

Can you be fair? Yeah, I can be fair.

And somehow, they kept me on. I made the jury! I was giddy to run and call my boss when we went on recess. I think that was the last time I was giddy over the next month, though.

The case was a wrongful-death lawsuit. A woman accidentally put her foot on the accelerator instead of the brake and drove straight into a wall. The passenger in the front seat wasn’t wearing a lap belt and she died. A boy in the back seat put his arm around his mom and underneath the shoulder belt right before impact and ended up having his arm amputated.

It was a sad story all around, but the bottom line was one woman drove into a wall and another woman wasn’t wearing her seat belt. They sued the auto manufacturer, claiming she was wearing her seat belt. Of the 20 days of the trial, we spent about 12 full days listening to three witnesses evaluate blown-up photos of seat belt threads, arguing about whether or not the woman was wearing her seat belt.

It was BORING. How boring? There was a woman on our jury who had diabetes. She intentionally overloaded on sugar on our lunch break one day so she would have to go to the hospital and get dismissed. Her strategy worked. I struggled to stay focused, but I pulled it off. They didn’t tell us who the alternates were, because they wanted us all to pay attention. I found at the end that I was an alternate, so I didn’t get to deliberate. But I found out later that the defense won the case, which is exactly what I thought would happen. Sad case, but no-brainer.

Yesterday was much less eventful. I went in, plugged in my laptop, got to work and waited. Then it was lunch time, so I walked to In-N-Out. Back in 2001, I walked to that In-N-Out 15 times over a 23-day span! After lunch, I plugged my laptop back in and got back to work. And then I was dismissed. It’ll be at least 12 months before I have to go back.

So that’s my jury duty story. I feel like I’ve done my duty for a lifetime. But I’d never intentionally try to get out of it. It reminds me of something we said when I was a pledge in my fraternity.

To do what ought to be done, but would not have been done unless I did it, I thought to be my duty. I guess that kind of applies to Operation Jack, huh?

Well, that’s all for today. Have a great Wednesday, everybody! I’ll see you back here tomorrow!

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More Questions, More Answers

December 14, 2010 by operationjack 3 Comments

Last week, I through a tweet out asking if anybody had any questions for a question and answer blog session. I was hoping for enough to cover a blog, but I got enough for about three. So without further ado, here goes!

Real quick, just in case you’ve never been here, welcome! I’m a father of three and a marathon runner. My middle child, 7-year-old Jack, is severely autistic. I wanted to do something to use my running to make a difference, so I’m attempting to run 61 marathons this year to raise money for a charity I’m a part of called Train 4 Autism.

I named this endeavor Operation Jack, after my son. This year is almost done, as is Operation Jack. I’m through 59 of the 61 so far! And now, the questions …

How many marathons had you run prior to starting this years blitz? 2. Would you do it again?
Before this year, I had run 28 full marathons, a 50K and a 50-miler. I had done this over the course of 3 1/2 years, so I had averaged about eight 26.2-mile or longer races a year since I ran my first marathon in June 2006. However, I had run at least 26.2 in training a good 40 or 50 times, so I had covered the distance maybe 80 times. I also trained with plenty of 100-mile weeks (I think I had about 14 in a row in 2008 at one point) so I was used to high miles and running on tired legs.

Going all-out for 26.2 at least once a week for a year is different than just doing it in training, and tougher than anything I had done, but I was confident I could give it a shot. I wouldn’t recommend it to anybody who thinks heart is enough to get by — I think I was reasonably trained. But it was still a considerable challenge.

Would I do it again? There are two ways to analyze this question. I have no desire to ever run this many marathons in a year again. In fact, I have no desire to run more than two or so competitively per year ever again. But in hindsight, I’d absolutely do this all over again. No hesitation in that at all. No sense every wondering “what if” on something like this — not from a personal achievement standpoint, because this isn’t a big personal achievement to me. I’d rather run one fast marathon than 61 so-so marathons. But I feel like I helped to make the world a better place, and I’m glad I tried.

Are You Going To Write A Book?
If everybody who asked me that bought it, it would be worth writing! The thought has crossed my mind, and it’s possible, but it’s nothing I’m even going to truly consider until I’m done with this year. I have two marathons to go. I could snap my ankle stepping off a sidewalk tomorrow. There’s no telling how this story is going to end, so why write it?

My training is as a writer, so I’ll probably spend some time writing something. If nothing else, I’ll want it for myself. As for a book, if I can get something published and marketed, I’d do it. But I’m not going to write a book if I have to sell it. I don’t have the energy for that.

What Marathon Took The Most Out Of You To Finish?
That’s a tough call between the third day of the Tahoe Triple and Med City in Rochester, Minn. That third day in Tahoe was extremely difficult because of the hills at elevation, because I had run two hilly marathons at elevation the two days prior, and because I refused to take my foot off the accelerator. It was pretty painful and took a lot out of me, but the only real issue was running through considerable fatigue.

Med City, though, was a weather disaster. It was extremely humid and temperatures warmed up to about 90 by the time it was done. I had been running pretty well at that point, running 3:10:00 or better in three of my previous four races and running a 3:19 to take second overall in a race at elevation in the fourth race. But I went through the half in 1:41 that day and new the second half was going to be devastating as the temperatures continued to climb.

I had problems in my IT band in my right leg and started to limp with each step at mile 16. I had never taken a walk break before in a marathon, aside from the hills in Catalina, but I took six on a fairly flat course that day. It truly became a marathon, a battle to the finish. At several aid stations, I stopped to cool myself off by pouring multiple cups of ice water over my head. I struggled to run 10-minute miles. I ended up running a 3:57 and felt like I had gotten run over by a truck. That marathon took more out of me than any other marathon I’ve ever run.

What Was Your Worst Experience With Running/Racing This Year? Your Best? Most Strange? Most Encouraging?
This is tough, because there is so much to think about and I feel like I’m going to slight somebody with this answer.

Worst: The start at Nashville. Parking was a disaster getting in, they started the race early, and as a result, I had to start in wave 2. I had to dodge people for 11 miles on a hilly course on a hot, humid day and it was flat-out miserable. I couldn’t get going and I had a terrible race.

Best: I think it’s going to end up being the Operation Jack Marathon, but for now, I’m going to go with Boston. From a straight-up individual perspective, that was the best race I ever ran. Not the fastest, but the best. I dialed it up and nailed it and was pretty happy with that. I maximized what I was capable of that day, no question.

Most strange: I’m going to say a spectator I saw outside a bar in South Beach, Miami. The guy was dressed extremely odd in a small leather get-up, and when I saw him, I knew that even though it was 7 a.m. Sunday, it was still Saturday night for him. He looked pretty odd, and when I saw him, I couldn’t help but think, “Wow … this guy lives in a waaaaaay different world than I do.”

Most encouraging: The formation of the Maine Train 4 Autism chapter. Sarah and Danielle are the type of people I wanted to find for Train 4 Autism. Seeing what they’re doing and how hard they’re pushing is the boost I need when I’m on a down swing. I’m not going to be sufficiently explain it in words, and I don’t mean this as disrespect to anybody else, but they are my rock stars.

That’s All For Today
I think that’s long enough, right? I have some more questions for tomorrow. If you have anything you’d like to ask, let me know. I got a question about which race has the best-looking women, and I’ll answer it, but it’s still in line. I’ll get to it, Dave. I promise!

Have a great Tuesday! I’ll see you tomorrow!

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Weekend Recap: Feel My Pain!

December 13, 2010 by operationjack 2 Comments

It’s the second-to-last Monday of Operation Jack! This is kind of like when I was graduating from college. I was excited to be done, but I knew I’d miss it. But I still have to finish up these last two exams. I’m not done yet! I ran in Tucson this weekend and have some things from this weekend to share.

First, just in case you’ve never been here, welcome! I’m a father of three and a marathon runner. My middle child, 7-year-old Jack, is severely autistic. I wanted to do something to use my running to make a difference, so I’m attempting to run 61 marathons this year to raise money for a charity I’m a part of called Train 4 Autism. So far, I’m through 59 of the 61. On target!

Went For Broke And I Broke
I tried to P.R. yesterday. I knew it was a longshot, but I didn’t care. I went in with the “go big or go home” mentally. I failed miserably and had an extremely difficult run, but I’ll never wonder what I could have done. As an endurance runner, sometimes you want to fail just so you know you really wrecked yourself. And in a masochistic way, I’m pleased with my run yesterday. But wow, did it hurt! You can read my recap here.

Facebook Status Of The Weekend
My goal time yesterday was 2:59. I ended up blowing up and running a 3:19. My flight back to Los Angeles was scheduled to land at 3 p.m., but it was one minute early. So, I took advantage of the opportunity to update my Facebook status.

How funny … my flight landed at 2:59. I think it should have landed at 3:19 today.

Nobody Can Accuse Me Of Not Taking Care Of My Superstitions
Well, I don’t have a ton of running superstitions, but I looked at three solid indicators heading into Sunday’s race, all involving my PR run, the 2007 Tucson Marathon.

1. Of the four previous times I ran the Tucson Marathon, I only flew in once — my PR race! I drove the other three times. And yes, I flew in this time.

2. I booked a room at an inexpensive motel for this trip without even really checking it out. I mean, for $45 and with a national brand (although honestly, I don’t remember the brand, even though I was there yesterday), I’m good! When I rolled up on Saturday, I realized it was the same place I stayed at in 2007 … for my PR race!

3. The night before my PR race, I had dinner at Pei Wei on Ina Road in Tucson with a runner friend of mine, Jennifer Valentine of Boulder, Colo. On Saturday night, I ate at … Pei Wei with Jennifer! She ran a PR in that 2007 race, too, so she was down for some good luck.

Unfortunately, I think we got a dash of struggles mixed in with our meals. She wanted to run sub-1:20 in the half yesterday and went 1:22. But she’s an amazing runner … 1:22 on a bad day! She’s chasing some lofty goals next month and this was somewhat of a tune-up race. I’m really excited for what’s in store for her!

Anyways, I had everything lined up for this one, obviously. Unfortunately, as is clear when I compare my 2007 Tucson and my 2010 Tucson, I hadn’t run 58 marathons in 2007 prior to my PR race. In fact, I had run eight prior marathons. Heading into yesterday’s run, I had run eight marathons since October 23.

After A Marathon, By A Fence!
I was with my dad after the race yesterday. If you didn’t read my blog a couple of weeks ago about looking for the car after my first marathon, you MUST READ IT! And then you’ll find the humor in this picture.


The best part? My dad took the picture!

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I’m Doing Another Q&A Session Tomorrow
I already have a bunch of questions, but if you have any that you want to see answered, leave a comment and I’ll answer then in a subsequent Q&A blog.

And that’s all for today, folks! Have a great Monday, see you back tomorrow!

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Race Report: Tucson Marathon

December 12, 2010 by operationjack 6 Comments

I headed into Sunday’s Tucson Marathon thinking I had a shot at running faster than my current personal best of 3:00:05. I’ve been chasing that elusive sub-3 (faster than three hours) for three years now. After 26.2 miles on Sunday, I’m still chasing. The course reinforced two things I kind of knew going into the race. Marathons are hard. And I’m out of gas.

Just in case you’ve never been here before, I’m a father of three and a marathon runner. I’m attempting to run 61 marathons in 2010 to raise money and awareness for a charity I’m a part of called Train 4 Autism because my middle child, 7-year-old Jack, is severely autistic. I named this endeavor Operation Jack and Tucson was marathon No. 59 of the year.

This is the course where I ran my best time back in 2007 and I went in optimistic I could challenge the time. There were plenty of reasons to doubt that I could. Like, it was my 59th marathon of the year and I ran a pair of slow marathons last weekend (3:26, 3:32). But I’m a strong downhill runner and Tucson is a downhill course. It’s still tough, because it’s painful to pound down hills, but it’s one that’s geared towards my strengths as a runner.

Right now, I don’t have any speed, but I feel fairly strong. My gameplan was to stay focused early, hit my miles, don’t go too hard (by heart rate) and do everything I can to fight through pain in the second half of the race. Lately, when I’ve been falling apart, I’ve been in too much pain to fight past 160 bpm on my heart rate monitor when I should be running at 170. At 170, I have the speed I need. It’s just incredibly painful for me to keep it there.

So, I expected this one to hurt. But I viewed it as a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. Realistically, this is my last chance at it this year. It would be an incredible way to put a cherry on top of these 61 marathons I’m running. And a sub-3 next year, something I have no worries about getting, just wouldn’t be the same. So this was my race. I thought it was going to be my day. I’ll never get this chance again. I was ready to dig as deep as I could.

All of my superstition was lined up. By random chance, I booked a room at the same motel I stayed at when I set my personal best. I also flew into Tucson in 2007 and this year, unlike the other three times I ran the race and drove. I even ate at the same restaurant the night before. I was ready!

So, we started and I got rolling. It’s exciting going through the start line and wondering, “Is this my day?” I ran my PR in my ninth lifetime marathon. Sunday was my 87th. Someday that day is going to come. I felt good early, fast on the downhills, a little slow on the uphills. I didn’t get excited or concerned about anything, because a marathon is a long, long ways to run. There are some rolling hills and once I came out of there, I was flying. Everything was going according the way I thought it would early.

At about mile 10, we turned onto a section called Bioshpere Road. It’s a boring, hilly out-and back with a net gain of roughly 250 over two miles before we turned around. I knew this section was critical to my day. If I came out of it well, I figured I’d have a fighting chance heading back down the hill after we turned back out. On the way out, the hills took a lot out of me. I didn’t go attack them too hard, but I could tell they set me back. There’s a fine line between going too slow and not being able to turn it back on and going too hard too early and emptying the tank. I think I ran them fairly well, but for me, right now, running a sub-3 marathon is just too much.

I was well hydrated heading into the race, but I was starting to feel thirsty. The sun sun was starting to come out, too. The four previous times I’ve run this one, the temperature at the start was about 39 and at the finish it was about 62. This time it was about 10 degrees warmer across the board.

I hit the half in 1:33 flat and knew I wasn’t going sub-3. I can’t hit 1:27 in the second half of a marathon. About 10 seconds later, though, I told myself not to count myself out. I told anybody who would listen that I was going to do everything I could to find my highest gear. I was in it, and I was determined to find out what it would bring.

I kept rolling and the downhill miles I was running earlier in 6:20-6:40 were taking about 7:05 or so. 6:50 is about what I need for sub-3, and I needed to make up time, so at mile 14, when I saw that 7-minute mile, I knew it wasn’t happening. I felt good, though. My legs were turning well, I felt strong, and I thought I had a good chance and something between a 3:03 and 3:05.

At mile 17, though, I totally bonked. It was miserable. I went from running 7s to running 8:50s out of nowhere. I kept my heart rate high and got nothing out of myself. I was running downhill, but I felt like I was running uphill. I was in pain physically, and internally, I didn’t feel tremendously well.

I knew the death march was on and I watched my average time gradually creep up. I didn’t know when I was going to snap back into it. The 3:10 started slipping away. Then the 3:15 pace group passed me. I thought I was going to go 3:17 or so again. I’ve run a bunch of those this year and I ran that in Tucson last year.

I tried to shuffle but that didn’t work. I couldn’t get my body to respond. It hated me and it was protesting. I started visualizing the finish, wondering if I’d be able to stand when I was done. It was starting to seem really nice to just collapse and lay down when I crossed through, because I was about as beat-down physically as I’ve been. I didn’t want to do that, though, because my dad was there at the finish and he probably would have freaked seeing me go med-tent.

Anyways, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t kick late at all. I had to fight to hang on to sub-3:20, and couldn’t even get my pace quicker than 8:00. I crossed the line in 3:19:38. It was a brutal, brutal experience.

Looking back a few hours after the finish, here’s my quick analysis. I went all-in, went for something that was beyond my reach, and paid the price. It wasn’t necessarily going out too fast, like running at 10K pace. But I really beat myself up bad early and I don’t have enough in me to put in 26 solid miles nowadays. I clearly ran out of gas and had to deal with it.

Going back, would I run it any differently? No way. This was sub-3 or die trying, one last time during Operation Jack. I wanted something like this. I wanted the feeling of knowing I killed it and that’s what I got. When you do what I’m doing, you want the feeling of knowing you went all in, even if you failed, and that’s what I’m did. So, I’m totally content with this one.

After the race, I got my phone and texted my wife Tiffany, like I always do, to let her know I was OK.

“Done and safe, MISERABLE day. 3:19”

She texted me right back.

“It’s okay babe. God wanted u to save the sub 3 for when I’m out there with u. 🙂 love u and am o proud of u.”

Ahhh, chicks. There supposed to be the ones who cry. But she made me teary-eyed with that.

So there you have it. 59 down, 2 to go. I’m really almost there!


At the finish.

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Weekend Preview: READY For Tucson!

December 9, 2010 by operationjack 5 Comments

It’s already Thursday, which means it’s time for a weekend preview. I’m heading to Tucson, Ariz. for my 59th marathon of the year and I’m excited. Really excited. I’m really looking forward to this race. I have been all year.

Real quick, just in case you’ve never been here, I’m a father of three and a marathon runner. Click here to see why I’m attempting to run 61 marathons this year for Train 4 Autism. Only three to go!

So, Tucson. I’m really fired up about this one. This will be the fifth consecutive year I’ve run this course and I’m very familiar with it. It’s where I ran my PR of 3:00:05 in 2007.

I thought I had a shot at a sub-3 (2:59:59 or faster) in 2008, but I wore the wrong shoes on the course, blew up at mile 2, then struggled the rest of the way to a 3:15. Last year, I was optimistic, but said going in I’d run anywhere between a 2:58 and a 3:28. I was coming off a five-week layoff from an ankle sprain and had only resumed running 10 weeks earlier. Plus, I had bronchitis. So, my 3:17 wasn’t a surprise.

This year, I have plenty of things working against me — 58 things, to be exact. You know, all those marathons I’ve run this year. I have dead legs and I’m slowing down. Last weekend, I ran two marathons. I’m never fast coming off of a double. And it was a slow double — I went 3:26 on Saturday in Memphis, then 3:32 in Las Vegas on Sunday. I’m about three pounds heavier than I’d like to be. I haven’t done much speedwork lately. But I’m still going all-out for a sub-3 and I don’t think it’s impossible. Longshot? Absolutely. But you can bet the ranch that I’m all in for this one. I’ll explain in a bit, but first, let me tell you about what I’m running.

The course starts out with a little up-and-down and a downhill net over the first 10 or so miles, then has a stretch of about four miles midway through that are fairly flat, then goes downhill again to about mile 23 before flattening out the rest of the way. I could look at the course profile, because I’m not 100 percent certain about all of that, but I’ve run it before and I’m very familiar. It’s a fast downhill course that will eat you up if you run it wrong and thrash your quads even if you run it right. I call it the golden goose. Treat it right and you’ll get something out of it. Try to kill it and you’re out of luck.

So anyways, I view this race as my final chance to put some punctuation on this year. I know everybody is pretty proud of what I’m doing and nobody really cares about my times. But I do. I expect a lot out of myself. I don’t care if I ran two terrible marathons last weekend and I’ve run 58 so far this year. I expect a lot out of myself.

This course is right up my alley. It gets off to a quick start to get the wheels rolling, then has a lot of gradual downhill that I can fly through in the second half. My basic strategy is to push hard and hold on early, then stay in a groove on the downhills. If I pull it off, I will make no apologies for anything I accomplish in my 59th race of the year.

I know going in that this race is going to hurt. It’s going to hurt bad. I’m going to have problems walking this week. But this is my one chance to pull this off, ever. I have all the confidence in the world that I’ll be able to go sub-3 in Boston in April. But this is my year and it always will be. I still have two races left after Tucson, but this is the fastest of the three remaining.

If I get the sub-3, that will be the exclamation point on an amazing year I’ll never forget. I don’t think I’d ever be able to top the experience in a marathon from an individual standpoint. If not, I’ll forever know I accomplished my 61 goal, but I never hit that sub-3. Sunday is my last chance, and in my mind, it’s a forever thing. I want it bad. I want it bad right now. I can’t even imagine how amped up I’ll be on Sunday morning.

In a way, this reminds me of Boston this year. I went into that one fired up and so mentally ready to run my legs off, I turned in the best (not the fastest, but the best) run of my life, going 3:03 two days after a 3:21. I will be mentally ready for the pain. Once I cross through that start line, I know it’s going to hurt, and I can’t stop, and I have three hours to get to the finish line.

It’s going to be a big test for me. I’m going to find out how much heart I have. Lately, I can tell that my speed at my target marathon heart rate is there. I can run 6:45s on flat land at 170 bpm. But over the past six weeks or so, I’ve only been able to stay strong for 16 or so miles per race. It just hurts so bad to run that hard. It feels like 5K pain in my legs, although aerobically, I’m fine. Last weekend, I only got about 10-12 miles in per race that didn’t hurt ridiculously.

I’m going to need to fight through a lot of pain to make it happen. It’s going to be three hours of hurt. But I’ll be able to keep what I earn forever. Can I do it? Based on my recent performances, there’s zero reason to expect that I can. I’m certainly going to give it my all like I never have before.

I can’t wait to see what I’m made of.

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